hey , it's been quite some while since i last uploaded or updated something here on DA.
I've been thinking about some stuff for quite some time now,... resulting of that and some other circumstances i've made up my mind. Do you know the feeling if you want something really bad but've already failed some times to pull through? That's the feeling i got and somehow it just grew bigger and bigger and i think it has to stop now, i've just two more years of school in front of me and I absolutely don't feel ready for that big world out there.
i think one of my biggest problems is my lack of selfconfidence, and that's a result of not being confident in myself, because it's just that i can't stand myself- and I think that's the right point to start at,... i'll try to change myself so I get some confidence in myself, als well as i think that i'll try harder at drawing cause that should improve a little as well.
For the first time in my life i realy want to archive a goal i've set myself that badly, and i hope to take it.
Also i think i've to go of my ways and stop some of my habits,... like being on the comp. for some hours every day, as well as not going out with friends all that often - need to do more.

-so that'll will be a very hard piece of work. -good luck for me!

I think that's enough for now,...
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I've finally found a way to use my scanner since i can't find the CDRom with the scanning software anywhere. that was also the reason for my long break of not uploading anything, i'm very sorry. ( though, i think no one noticed anyway )
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Trades:
1. -DONE!
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If you want to do a trade with me, just send me a note or sth. - i don't bite
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